My friends are in sverige now... and I'm in Poland... terrible

It's too hard to me to hear that they are there in my life.  Sorry, today I feel bad. My friend wrote me a message on chat I answered for his guestion and so what? he dissapeared :/ omg I don't understand spanish

Now I'm sitting,  eating white chocolate, I'm drinking green tea (wanilia) and I'm trying understand and watching G. Girl in english version, so hard...

I know that my english is not very well, I know it. Sorry I'm learning english in school for 8 years and.... I don't speak english very well. Why? English teachers in Poland are sucks, I think my english would be better when I  learn by myself

XOXO Sylwia - s23